Lucky number 20!!

Today I fucked the 20th girl in my life. I made her cum…lead her and am getting very good!! I can now approach girls on the street much more easilly with almost no fear and  ask them ridiculous things.

I now have a girlfriend and can fuck around because i persuaded her to accept that. Ive been on dates with another girl and i kissed her after the 1st 10 minutes in a club.

I’ve been to a club 2 weeks ago and kissed a girl and she grabbed my crotched and whispered on my hear “I want it NOW!!!” Then on the same night a lesbian girl was dancing and we kissed and she grabbed my hand and put it above her pussy…So i was dancing with her grabbing her boobs and her pussy LOL

Feeling less fear..being more outrageous…development is happening. Thank you

Lucky Number 18

Fucked 18 girls till now…..getting very very good at sex….still have to train my cock to get hard and stay hard….incredible to know that a year ago I had only fucked 2 girls….that means i fucked 16 girls in the space of a year….mmmmm nice

 

Now I’m rehearsing some stuff….getting better with voice and leading in sex….not afraid to be alone in a club dancing.

 

Slowly but surely I’m getting there.

Subjetive difference between best friends and other people

Best Friends

• See: Them smilling, small, very funny, far
• Hear: Soft voices, funny, friendly, sometimes crazy, low volume if higher is very soft
• Feel: VERY warm and close, like we connect physically and belong to same body, also feels very friendly and funny and confortable like a warm bath
• Smell: Soft senses, comfortable and nice smell
• Taste: sweet
• Touch: Very soft and warm with same energy as I touch them (high or low)

People I’m not very comfortable with (strangers, colleagues, not best friends,people i don’t like)

• See: their serious face, angry at me, not accepting me, judging me, they’re big and close
• Hear:  Angry BIG voice, insultive voice trying to make me smaller and smaller
• Feel: Afraid, uncomfortable, small, inferior
• Smell: Powerfull intense scent but very negative and repulsive
• Taste: Bitter
• Touch: Spikes, hurts to touch, makes me bleed.

Spot the difference? lol Now the key is to rehearse the “best friends” strategy with the “people I’m not comfortable with”.

WE GREW BUT WE DIDN’T GROW UP

This post is single-handedly the most important part of this journey. If a man has this, everything will fall into place. However, if he does’t have it, he will run into all sorts of problems and insecurities. I’m talking about being a man. Being masculine. Exuding masculinity, manliness and testosterone.

Lets start with what masculine men are: Masculine men are strong (physically and mentally), in control, leaders, take responsibility for their actions, decisive, have a manly voice, unappollogetic, brave, mature, confident, authentic, protectors of loved ones, solid, set boundaries, assertive, independent, congruent, busy.

Now what are the qualities that you need to get rid of to be a manly man?

Needy, wussy, running away from problems, insecure, feminine, weak, coward, submissive, always trying to please, argue to feel important, need for attention.

Here are some quotes from David D “On Being a man”:

Keep one part of yourself totally unavailable to women.

Be the STAR, NOT the planet – People orbit around you.

The more decisions you make, the more alive you are.

The busier you are, the more desirable you become.

Everyone wants to be understood. Most people do not feel understood.

First undertand MEN, then yourself, then WOMEN, then the kind of woman you want.

It’s mature to allow others to have and enjoy experiences without you.

Realize how the choices you made in your life have gotten you where you are right now.

Keep in touch with WHY you’re doing what you’re doing.

You need to become aware of your imminent death.

Every day, wake up, choose what you want to do that day and do it.

 

 

 

Lucky number 16

16 women until now! Last week one woman travelled 2 hours on a train to meet me and was incredible….I was able to lead like I wanted, speak like I wanted made her feel very comfortable and we fucked all over the house…table, bed, chair, sofa, floor…and made her cum over 10 times…..My average right now for making women cum per meet is above 5  and that myth that it takes half an hour to make women cum that everyone told me is bullshit….can take 3 mins or less sometimes…Important thing is how shes feeling and how turned on she is and how you are feeling and then all those small details of where and how you touch her and lick her and fuck her Getting very good and confident at sex.

Next post will be about the most important aspect of becoming a real man: Masculinity, strenght.

More results

Until now I fucked 14 women, visualization is helping a lot to have sex without fear. Before I couldn’t talk during sex, now i do a lot of dirty talk and things most people would find really outrageous. I’m meeting women without using viagra and its working better AND I’m having even more sex then before….just in 24 hours fucked 3 girls and this week had 2 threesomes….and 2 girls said i was really good in bed because i make them and other women cum a lot… so sex department is looking good.

Voice is getting better, more masculine, more resonant, more projected.

I can approach beautiful or not so beautiful women but untill now only been able to say outrageous things like: “lets have sex” or “I love your legs” or “you sexy bitch”…which is pointless from a pick up point of view but its good to see im approachingwith things most people wouldnt dare say.

Now my main focus is  getting this visualization working on saying “hello” to people on the street and I started doing it properly during Christmas, and I can see some differences in my behaviour

I plan on being able to approach people on the street with much less fear and then no fear at all during end of January/February.

Little by little someone is evolving into a developed REAL MAN…

More achievements

Good news and bad news. The good news are that I’m having more sex then ever before. The bad new is that I only fuck fat chicks, old chicks and prostitutes LOL “nice training”….My voice is better, I go to orgies and have sex at least once a week and do crazy things in sex (not just the usual missionary). Until now I’ve had sex with 9 different women, 4 prostitutes and 5 more normal girls…..I find these girls in websites and…well..fuck them…and for some reason I can’t get hard in many cases so I use VIAGRA!!! I’m a 21 year old viagra user nicee…

At least I’m getting some of the things I want…So overal it’s not bad: plenty of sex + developing voice.

Now I’m working on getting rid of limiting beliefs and working on my lifestyle, my identity, my personality. Believing in myself, not caring what people think of me and giving value, showing value, exuding value, being value.

I’m doing 2 things to that effect for 30 days (21 days are the time needed to change a habit):

-Use a rubber band on my wrist and push it till it hurts when i think or feel something negative and give myself the opposite positive feeling and belief (and actually feel it)

-Visualize 30 mins per day the lifestyle I want to have, the character I want to have and give it enough detail so that it FEELS real.

Lets see what happens.